AT 18
Keep being fearless, it won't always last.
Don't let people ruin the sunshine that lies within your soul. It's the reason why many love you, and it's also why people will try to tear you apart. Keep pursuing what you love doing and never give up on your dreams.
You're going to meet a boy within a few months, and he will be the love of your life, and I mean that. You will experience true love. A pure and real love that most people won't experience until later in life.
You will also experience numbing heartache, but please don't lose yourself to that, you still can be happy.
You're going to lose that boy because things got confusing and hard and you will only have your mom to dry your tears. But you will be okay.
This is just a lesson for you to prepare for other bumps in the road. You will still search every single day for that same love you've experienced, but you won't find it, even though it will be close. You're going to turn out just fine, but you have to stay strong and pass life's tests. You have no idea what great things are lying ahead of you.
You can do this. Love yourself.
We shouldn't feel jealously or hate towards someone just because their season began sooner than ours.
It's their season for a reason.
Yours is just around the corner.
Be patient.
You're being prepared for something wonderful.
Your past does not deline you.
It does not make up who you're supposed to be.
It doesn't reflect on you as a person.
The past is a simple reminder of what you shouldn't allow
to happen again if it caused you pain.
Do not waste time counting what you believe are imperfections on your skin.
You could be counting the flowers in your garden.
Cheers ❤️
