You can't really hold on someone, cause the tighter
you hold onto them, the more they wanna slip away~ Kissing Booth 2.
You know, what's difficult?
Letting your love go away. It's heartwrenching.
Love isn't just about commitments and forevers. It's beyond that. It's their happiness. You really want them to be happy, and sometimes their happiness can cost you tears. Shedding some tears and being in pain is nothing for you, if they are happy without you.
Remember, the time when they asked you to leave and with a beautiful smile, you left?
They thought you were happy. But that silent disaster which occurred in your heart was invisible. You were broken, just beautifully broken.
You weren't left with any options. What could you do afterall? Forcing them to live with you in the name of forever, or making them feel guilty for breaking your ties of commitments, you didn't want to do any of this.
You really loved them, and how can you harm someone you love immensely?
Instead of hurting them, you chose to hurt yourself.
That
was easy, quite easy than the former, right? You hugged them tight, and wished them happiness even if that meant they were leaving.
It's been long. You witness their beautiful and attractive smile from a distance and, you're happy vith it. Even though you know, you are no more the reason behind that smile, but still it is enough to melt your heart each time. You did what a person with a golden heart can do. You let them live their life happily, which meant letting go of your love. Afterall you can't hold on to someone, who doesn't want to stay.
Cheers❤️
