To the one who has no one to talk to,
Sometimes, all you want is someone to listen to you. And the worst feeling is when you don't have anyone who wants to hear you out. It's awful when you have so much to talk about but no one to listen to you.
You could have had an amazing day at work, or college or just in general, but if you have no one to talk about it, then all of it just doesn't seem worth it.
I know how much this hurts, and I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I really am. Because it's difficult to even talk about feelings in general, but just the fact that you have no one there to listen to you really sucks.
Sometimes, you really want someone around to just understand you, but then other times, you're glad that no one is there because you're doing so great on your own. It's this constant confusion and that's okay.
Being alone can be the best and worst thing at the same time. And it's okay to breakdown sometimes, it's okay to want to talk to someone. That doesn't mean you aren't strong or independent. Sometimes we all need to vent out our feelings and get them out there and it's healthy to do that.
It's okay to reach out to people when you feel down, that's completely normal. It's difficult but it's also okay to ask for help.
You need to give yourself a break of being the strong person you've given yourself and treat yourself better. You can't always beat yourself up when you feel alone. We all need our person who we can talk too, rant about life, who listens to us and doesn't really focus on giving us advices, but just listens.
Love,
A listener.
